Well, being said chidish when you are 25 is not a good thing because you are supposed to be more "sophsiticated", "smarter", "know better"

 

But today, i woke up, looked out the window and saw a group of elders dancing hand in hand, just like what I did with my friends 20 years ago.

 

Then, I realized....

 

What we want never changed: Harmony, peace, love, care, simplicity

 

we are just not supposed to grab the apple in other people's hand, however, instead, people get it in another way!

 

Year by year, we may seem more mature but just less trusting, may seem stronger but just colder, may seem more polite but just more indirect, may seem more experienced but just polluted.

 

I do not have a lot of wishes, just hope always have part of the childishness in me that we were born with and are going to end up with.

 

all right, since im not going out tonight and not in the mood to study, too early to go to sleep and getting a little bored. im just gonna update my little space with thoughts that flow out of my mind.

so what material things i want in life now!

Definitely a place of my own!

Moving once every year is driving me insane! that means:

you need to deal with different roommates. maybe they are not as messy as the old ones, but they bring guys home.

One week of packing and another week of unpacking is life killing project. It's so painful that i had to buy lottery afterwards wishing miraculs happen, which never did.

Asshole landlord or agent are always trying all they can to keep some money. on the returning deposit day, i most of time have fights with them.

Getting around in the new place, where to buy food, where the supermarket is, which bus to take, how do broken things work the best in the house, getting used to the drilling and knocking of renovation (they never stop, one after another without any consideration of neighbours and ironically they live in the civiliztion）

Trying to get used to the new schedule in the house. who's going to use the bathroom first in the morning, who's the last come home to take the shower (sorry, if you are the last, it means no hot water for you), who gets up early in the morning and get noisy.

tons of other things that really bothers you in life

 

so when would i ever be able to buy my own place?

After counting how much i make and the market price of a shitty apartment here downtown. the answer is : maybe never

So i wonder, why would i spend so much time staying at such a shitty place to save up enough so i might in decades aford my own place...

Or should i just spend a little more and live comfortably without worrying about "future"?

It's just simply not worth it when you are compromising so much of your present(future of your past) for something in the future that is not predictable. So just save the trouble and start living now. When you cant afford it, forget it. Can anything worse than living like right now?

 

So the money that you save, go for a trip or sometihng. there are tons of things that can make your life shinning.

 

all right, getting sleepy. 99, friends

Loving loving loving my life....

First time that i enjoy my single life this much in the past three years. 

A life free of jerks

A life full of love to me, myself and I

A life that i put my own feelings first

 

 

I am @Starbucks in Sanlitun--that's right! that's where i live! it's so exciting!--writing my journal and updating my blog(which im not good at)

 

I worked my ass off the last two months but i did enjoy it.

For the first time, i really enjoyed this job--because the meaning behind really touched me inside.

Especially just few days ago, i got a certificate as a proof of my hard work from our org. Yes, we are growing bigger and it's amazing. I am soooo pround each time i said i work in a charity org that helps orphans in China! We do make a difference!

 

aiya, im going home now. i have been here for almost three hours！hmm, i think im going out tonight. tmr is sunday and i have my monday off as tiao xiu. shuang!

（咦~~今天好像是我弟的生日哦！）

我又懒惰忙碌的过了好几个月，终于想着今天写点东西。

搬家了，搬到了三里屯，哎，像我同事说的：Emma离不开城市的。现在住到了这边那更是开心，虽然也不怎么出去玩，但是就有随时可以的option就很爽。前两天就自己带自己tour了一圈，爽啊！除了不小心丢了50块钱之外，一路都是跟进城一样。以前都是打车来打车走，不怎么用这种心情出去，真是不一样啊。Salsa club平时有一个小时的免费课程，Hmmm，我有想法，走走就能到的地方。还是一个字，爽啊！

 

工作，还是老样子，就是忙的要死。新的领导不错哦，看我很忙，就让我把部分工作转给办公室的助理妹妹，窃喜一下！虽然转走的工作很少，但是不用搞那些特别白痴的东西还是很happy。下个月就会慢慢的闲一点了，想去泰国，不知道能不能请的到假期，反正国旅的人说可以给我报一个内部价格，一个字：爽！

 

觉得日子过的好快好快啊，二月春节过后，工作一忙，一再搬家折腾到现在就四月了。出差去成都三周，回家歇了三天，吃的那叫一个：爽！绝无仅有的烧烤，米粉，别的地方我就奇怪为什么没有！多好吃啊！

刚上了1/4我们就忍不住了！！！你看看，这个才叫鸡丝凉面，这个才叫凉粉啊！

 

 

！

奥

 

 

和小时候密友去吃烧烤，那是一个香啊！

真的香到崩溃！

我家楼下的公车站，我家我家家乡家乡哦！！！

在酒店的时候还好有团团和QQ陪我！

 

 

 

 

After two years of spending my new year eve without parents, this year finally i got to spend it with my loving and most caring parents, in town right here in Beijing.

One roomate moved out just on the day my parents arrived (great timing), and the other roomate left for a trip which left us alone here in this apartment. I stayed home all the time since the day i started my holiday, without feeling lonely, boring, agitated. Being with them, who have always been there for me, unselfishlessly, that always put my feelings and needs above their owns, is the sweetest thing in life.

So, I danced, laughed, sang like crazy in this place full of warmth...Mom said: you are still the high school girl of mine！

Last night, I showed my mom the two chinese dresses i bought last year. She loved it! And that means the next two hours she was engaged in taking pictures of me. Dad was still busy with the video camera I bought him more than a year ago, making video of all the fireworks out of the window lighting up the sky with its meticulous patterns. "Dad, no one wants to watch fireworks on video for twenty mins. you can shoot some of the scenes of us and what we do"  Dad:"Hey,you are in my way. The fireworks are beautiful" 汗~老爸还是那样！

今天在家待了一天，我还是一个懒散的人，懒散的生活着。

终于结束了沉静而unproductive的日子，进入了人生的灵魂和谐时期，在走出这个时期前，心情是平衡的。

博客开始更新。。。

没事看看书是件好事情，可惜我的genes were not programmed with the curiosity for reading when i was born. 叹一下，基因缺憾！

我总觉得我很久都没有讲话了，总是找不到合适的词语来表达自己的思想，像期盼波浪的湖面没有清风的轻抚。

Frustration occurs when our emtional needs and desires are not met. But intelligent ppl can use intelligence to control their behavoir. They know how to vent the frustrations and the progressive feelings would not build up.

为什么有些人能勤奋有些人不能呢？有基因缺陷的，introsinc disfiency in genes! 我估计是半缺损人类，所以时而上时而下！

而现在这一刻，人生三要和平共处，所以我是平衡而满足的！

好了，结束胡言乱语！

 

结束了9点睡觉到早8点的历史，此文章作为赞文给自己鼓励鼓励！

工作压力不大，生活基本规律，下班到点绝对不加班（特殊情况除外)。

每天都回来自己做饭，洗碗，很是喜欢这样家居的生活状态。

今年出差再全国各地走了走，挺好的，不用怎么花钱就可以去看看不同的城市是种运气。出差的日子虽然很累很忙，但是给平时生活的调剂，每每看到旅游地图上多了几个自己新加的地标，就有种满足感。

生活是不能没有目标的，有个不现实或者偏差的目标都比没有目标好，that's something to hold on to! that's something to keep you feeling alive。

再我又开始新的尝试时，终于扭转了早睡晚起的堕落生活。Hooray!

 

这个月工作不太忙，年假还有好多好多天没用，下个月有一周的圣诞假期，所以这个月就请了三天假去洛阳玩。

能约到蕊静很是吃惊，我们计划了N年了，每到有时间就是这个那个原因从每真正谈过出行之事直到上周MSN的简短对话:

Winnie:这个月你有时间吗？

Eyore:比较忙呢

Winnie:我年假再不休就浪费了，还有好多天呢。想出去玩玩。

Eyore:去哪啊想

Winnie：洛阳吧

Eyore:我问问经理能不能请假吧

。。。。。。

Eyore:好了，没问题了。咱们几号去？

（我相当茫然、诧异、惊喜、不知所措。。。。）

 

于是到今天为止，我们已经买了车票，准备踏上两个人的四天洛阳行了！我居然也当起了Back Packing的旅行，还是跟蕊静（大师说到：人生事事难料)

 

很是期待，很是期待ing....

 

 这是我第三次写这篇，前两次都错误消失了，心痛心痛，提醒大家随时保存。SPACE真该学学GMAIL自动的特好！

（天，我又要开始重复写了两遍的话，都快没激情了！）

 

 10月底去了四川出差，关于四川地震灾区儿童心理培训。回北京前我回了趟我心爱的绵阳家！翻了翻以前的日记，那时候写的字还真清秀，现在怎么这得行了。the disadvatage of morden techonology! 然后翻翻过去的照片，在大学电脑里找了些久违的图片跟大家分享一下（好，我现在要保存一下这篇before it disappare! if it's gone, i swear....i swear i am gonna cry!)

 

 

给丹萌庆祝她22岁的生日，我们去了巴西烤肉店，还trick人家店里的伙计，最后居然伙计把电话号码给了我们。。哈哈，逗死了！每次来都给我们切很多肉，超级爽！四个人一起的日子特别开心！

 

 

这个是跟京晶去北京野生动物园。很开心，跟动物玩，它们在里头特没激情！但是我们玩的很开心！呵呵

 

  

暮然回首，食物就在铁栏后（吃不到，吃不到，呵呵）

 

 

 

 

请看以下这个照片，我好勇敢！！！！

 

 

那些灿烂的背后都是：

 

 

非常agreesive的猴子们，不是管理员在后头，他们肯定反了！

 

 

 

没了，还抓我，我也伸出了魔爪。

 

 

 

We are the Campion, my friends~~~

it was so much fun when we were all together. we did news together at the school radio station, we compete in the english dubbing contest (oh my, ass kickers!)

so much so precious, memories last forever...

Incredibles....super heros!

 

 

 

  

 (刚有存了一下，这个身体啊，都在颤抖，一切都在都在）

娜娜姐姐，大学一二年纪住在我上铺的姐姐，踏实勤奋，经常听我们卧聊就谈男生，孜孜不倦哦，比上课激情多了。现在要结婚了哦，就在周日。我要穿上丹萌送的衣服去参加我人生参加的第一个朋友的婚礼了，是否意味着朋友结婚的新世纪要到来了呢？啊~~~）

 

 

天啊，我的发帘。。。。可爱的敏敏，在英伦潇洒的生活学习，活泼爽朗的她目前还是单身，大家有想法的赶紧去她SPACE上看近照哦！

 

 

广播站大家子。。

 

May,有着我不具有的有点，踏实而且坚持，有恒心有毅力，祝在外交部工作的她早日功成名就，指日可待啊！

 

前两天见了下，借了佳佳同学的托福书，两大厚本啊！一年没见了，老样子！淑女还是气质依旧端庄典雅

 

 好了，没啥要说的了，居然写了这么久！以下就是些杂编了。

 

小学同学，一个单位的，从小的好朋友！我们在路边绿灯前的鬼照！要忍住不笑好难哦，好多人围观的哦！

 

 

许瓜~在惠州，要取媳妇儿过门了~初中同学！

高中的教室，回去照的，这个楼都没了，我高一到高三的楼全都没有了！绵中太壮大了！为母校骄傲（不代表拆了房子我乐意）

 

2004年高一同学聚会

 

2002年高中毕业照片

 

1999年初中毕业照片

 

小学毕业照片1996年，看见我了吗？哈哈，第一排，右边往左第六个

 

 

 

可怜的我小时侯都没玩具，我没记错的话，这个玩具不是我的，是我借别人的照的相！

 

俺甜蜜幸福的一家人！

 

 

 累了累了~~~脑子要休息了：）

 

This is probably not the best time for me to update the blog.

But since I am in a plane and still have almost 30 mins left before landing. I have finished a comedy on my computer and have nothing else to entertain myself. I thought I might just write something.

I can really remember the last time I wrote something, maybe just that Sichuan Earthquake Relief Work report that I updated.

A break in life again, or maybe I should say back to usual.hehe

This is a 15 days trip from Beijing to Shanghai to Harbin to Xi’an to Shanghai and back to Beijing. First time I am with the work crew to builds, kinda excited. It’s always good to get out of Beijing for a while and see other places, especially for free. One of the reason why I like my job.

This summer just almost come to an end. It’s so short. I don’t even know what I have done. I have met Dancy, and we had a good time together. Diamond came back from US to visit. She surely had a blast. That’s the first time I saw her in the past two years. Nothing’s really changed. Well, but she’s more realistic, and trying her best to get the most out of life. We all need to do that.

 

I don’t even feel a change of my life. Maybe it’s just because I am so used to changes that being stable seems bizzar.

 

I didn’t know when it started and don’t know when it ended. It just kinda all happened.

 

I was told that it’s a choice whether to believe in God or not. But something really lightened me up was what I heard in the movie I just watched.

 

-I ’ll know when I meet him.

-Love isn’t always ligtening, you know. Maybe sometimes it’s just a choice.

……..

-maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with some body., to give to somebody without worrying about whether they’ll give anything back or if they’ll hurt you or they are the one. Maybe love isn’t something that just happens to you. Maybe it’s something that you have to choose.

 

 

 

Pictures are attached! things that i dont see often.

 

There was a horrible earthquake-6 magnitude, happened on 2008-5-13, caused ten of thousands of death and hundreds of thousands of people injured, homeless, and heartbroken.

 

I am gonna focus on the most concerned- Wenchuan earthquake, because it’s Sichuan province, it’s in my hometown, it’s related to my friends and people that I am related to! I am in Chengdu, part of people who are helping with relief work, and things I have seen and heard touched me.

 

I felt dizzy in front of my computer in the office and thought I was just too busy and got sick. Never could I imagine a big earthquake was happening in Sichuan! News was everywhere. Everyone was concerned. Suddenly, people started panicking. My parents were in Beijing and THANK GOD that they were with me! I called my friends in my hometown. I couldn’t reach them. I saw on news that buildings were collapsed, many people were entombed in the rubble of the collapsed buildings, people lost their homes, and families…followed is the immediate relief work!

 

All Chinese people come together-donating blood, so much that the blood bank has reached it’s maximum capacity. Every one is donating money, we did, and even my friends who are in Mianyang- one of the hardest-hit area donated. Tons of relief goods are being sent to places that urgently need those.

 

 

I remember the day that all Chinese were grieving over people who lost their lives, I heard horn everywhere. We were grieving in the office and our director who has devoted the last ten years in charity work and still working to help started crying. Everyone’s in deep sorrow!

 

We are raising money in the States. Me and some colleagues came to Chengdu few days ago helping with distribution of relief goods and also gathering more information about kids who became orphans. We want to help! One of our colleague came here 10 days ago have been busy helping. She had been so busy that she didn’t even get enough sleep. Sometimes only 2 hrs, sometimes 3 hrs…

 

The first day I arrived in Chengdu and on the way 12am downtown. The city was in panic. Everyone’s driving out of town, saying there might be a 6 magnitude earthquake tonight. I saw tents everywhere, I saw cars everywhere, and I saw people walking in the streets with bed rolls. We had a meeting right after the arrival of another team member coming from Shanghai and it went on till 2am. Finally we checked in a hotel and I looked out from the windown.. Oh My God, the street was full of people sleeping outside! I can imagine what they have been through that they got really scared.

 

We have been busy getting a hold of some counties badly affected. We want to help, not only materially. We are planning on bringing in foreign Expert Advisory Teams that can help those who survived. Psychological consulting is crucial at the point!

It is this moment that I feel satisfied to work here. I can help! Life is about giving and receiving love. The more you give, it’s likely the more you can receive. Love is what makes us happy at heart!

I met my two very good college roomates today for dinner, one of who i hadnt seen for 1.5 yrs!

It's nice to catch up after be apart for so long. Jing Jing 's getting married. She bought a new apartment. It seems she gets a lot of things that other ppl are still looking for! but there are also things are bothering her! It just proved to me again that no matter what situation you are in, just relax and enjoy life. The moment i stepped back to my crappy room, i felt more open up! As spring is coming and my spirit is getting higher

I missed Jo tonight. I felt guilty for not taking best care of him when he was sick and needed a friend. I was so absent minded and I failed being a caring friend. I dont know what happened to me, but i wasnt being able to care that much. He called tonight, and i was happy to hear his voice. I had a good time with him.

Well, I feel so powerful right now. You know sometimes you feel so small, and other times you feel you are fearless. I am feeling powerful right now. I got nothing, but i have thousands reasons to be happy.

Looking for an apartment for my parents:D Im so ready to fatten up with home made yumy food

I am only 24, still got it

今年过年也不回家，想说存点钱等年后给爸爸妈妈租房子在北京带他们好好玩下，抚育我二十几年，无怨无悔，任劳任怨，倾注了多少的爱的汗水啊！妈妈的伟大让我觉得她是最不平凡的普通人，也是让我不论多困难都开心的生活的动力和保护伞！我是个很嘴笨的人，从来不知道怎么能报答他们，但我知道，其实他们就是想我过的开心，快乐，身体健康，他们就很满足和安慰了。07年是我做的最差的一年，很是让他们操心，但后来，也是最好的一年，风风雨雨走过来了带着笑容和希望和期望！

 

昨天和朋友去酒吧，我们两个男生，两个女生。当谈到百年不衰的感情话题的时候，男生都说：All men cheat！我知道在现在的社会，这种现象都已经普遍到基本合理化的地步了。但我还是执着的相信，有那么那么多的男人是会是个女人心中的好男人。其实大多时候，我相信一个人的信念和他自己对自己的人生原则是相照应的。我，不认为哪天我会成为那样的人，所以我相信，我会遇见一个loyal的男人。

事实上，其实现在都没有丑美之分，只有伤不伤人的区分！也就是说，如果哪天我真的做了自己都不敢相信的事情，那是有足够的原因的。我的原则就是避免伤害！

 

今天和朋友吃饭，听到了个很大的很让我吃惊的消息，心情很是沉重。我觉得那么完美的一个老公，居然被传绯闻了。他和他老婆是那么幸福的一对，他也是那么的贴心和照顾她，难道会cheat?!我不相信！可能更多的是不敢相信吧！虽然不是我老公，但他要是出轨了，却对我的信念有那么大的伤害！

 

于是想到Jim，和发生在很久之前的事情了。那种伤害是无形的，有时候是不疼的，但是却在暗暗中改变了你的想法，冲击了你的信念，痛却以另一种形式呈现，让你突然觉得自己变了！

 

而我，在每次信念被冲击后，做的是努力修复工作！我愿意相信好的，愿意继续天真的想法，不为别的，就因为这样我更快乐！我也更努力的自己扮演好每一个角色，一个好的女儿，好的朋友，好的员工，以后好的女朋友，好的妻子，好的母亲。不要在自己即将犯错前放任自己说：没关系，很多人都这样！而在身边的人不小心犯错伤害了自己之后对自己说：没关系，很多人都这样！

 

很难说这是不是个可行的方法，但是目前来讲,if works out fine。

 

写的严肃了点，因为还有点没从晚上的消息中缓过来，但是日子是要轻松的过地！比如说：滑冰，泡温泉，吃饭，逛街，好多好多平淡着存在的事情。

 

在后海滑冰，然后重感冒一周！！！提醒大家带手套，多穿衣服！很开心：）Billy, 晓霞，敏敏和我！

好久都没有拍大头贴了，跑去五道口，每次在学校附近时有中特别安全和轻松的感觉，虽然生活向前，我也天天期待着更多的经历，但是回到学校时，总觉得有种久违却又从没离开过的感觉！看看身边的人，才发现，也许人的长相会变，随着年纪和经历！

每个人都在总结自己，我也是在自己的行为中才意识到自己的变化，不过有一点是一直都变的吧。我从来是个吃软不吃硬的人。

知道我工作详细情况的朋友说，怎么你就能遇见这么倒霉的事情。呵呵，我也觉得，所以我觉得自己的生活超级精彩，虽然并不可喜可贺，但可圈可点！

才发现，原来我也是个有脾气的人，我也能够有脾气！杰~祝贺你，你小时候的愿望变成现实了！

平时也许你看不见吧，在我小时候更多看到的自己是个big weenie！那时候的自己觉得能吵架的人都是英雄，因为我从来都没胆量跟人家吵架，也不喜欢跟人家吵架，但却暗暗的崇拜那些为自己争取合理利益而争执的人。希望有一天也能在必要的时候stand up for myself.

社会上有很多很多不公平的事情，有些事情是会让你是会觉得powerless的，有些事情是会让你无奈的，但是要相信，如果有人try to push you and expect you to back off. Ppl, I say you push them back. I am a peaceful person and I believe fairness. If you unluckily have to deal with people who are the contrary, I say go ahead and teach them a listen. You may not win, but at least you show them that it’s not a world full of ppl they can just walk over!

第一次和公司领导理论，吵架！我并不自豪，但是很开心我这么做了。作为雇员的我们大部分时候都是弱势群体，但是如果你的利益被侵犯了，要为自己去争取！到最后，无论成功与否都对自己有个交待。跟不讲道理的人争论是最没意思的人，但是这些人往往在每一次争论后就开始也有觉醒，知道世界是run by invisible rules的！

好了，我等着开始新的工作，希望今年有个新的开始，有个新的环境，有个好的运气就够了。

Love, love, love for myselfJ

07对我是一个大年，发生了很多事情，我的生活也有很的变化，发生很多UNLUKY的事情，很多很多不可思议的事情，对我是很大很大的考验，最值得骄傲的是我出色的完成了，现在可以宣布自己已经升级成健康积极小卫士了。

 

I felt terrible about myself in Shenzhen.

I suddenly left Shenzhen, not knowing for sure where to go.

I came back to Beijing staying at my friend’s place looking for a job.

I joined SWTV, having a good time in a place feeling like home.

Big changes and shit happened…….UNBELIEVABLE! drama, trauma!

I left that company end of Dec,2007

I met Jo and he got sick and left for home.

And thousands of other ordinary things that happened.

 

It’s not fun! Neither did I take it seriously. It all doesn’t matter because when you have learned to appreciate EVERYTHING-that means bad things included, you start to appreciate the beauty of it!

 

Yeah, this is what I am talking about. It doesn’t matter what happened. It matters how you see it. For me, Life is just a joy ride, so enjoy it!

 

08年有什么愿望呢？其实真的没有。但真心的希望我这一年到了年底还会有丰收的感觉，也希望今年会过的平缓一点，我还有很多小小的愿望要去实现：骑马，参加表演培训班，去参加社会的活动，多有点时间去打篮球，买些自己喜欢的衣服，学会怎么弄头发…… 就是这些了！希望可以完成！加油！

 

圣诞快乐！！！

我们不放假，我自己心里还有点给自己放假，今天早上看法语的时候就是老走神。

接着我学法语吧。。。

大家会遇到选书的问题，我看过的有《简明法语教程》《法语》《公共法语》都是比较传统的书籍，我觉得还是要先用这些教材，然后再用原版教材好。前头提到的三个教材最开始我都是看了几课，选了好久还是选了《法语》，没什么绝对的为什么，只是从进度来讲，我觉得比较适合我，而且辅导教材比较好买，痛心的是刚买了的当天我就再网上当到了电子版的！！！

所以，两年之后我又一次开始看书，当然过了两年，法语是不会容易的，但是决心倒是涨了很多，这个是最基本的，如果你都不确定要不要学，一开始看肯定就向扔书。

我学语音就是天天读，网上又很多资源，上BAIDU.COM知道随便打个你想知道的都有很多链接，我找到了一个有声读音标的，就一直听，不停的听！记得两年前学语音的时候晕的要死，一个老师一个读法，不仅这样，一个法国人一个读法。弄的我神经很错乱，就是那样扔掉的，我明白，如果你也在学，学到这个就开始又放弃的念头，这个时候要做的就是接着听，接着读，接着学，这个时期肯定会过去的。

然后终于一个月后把我的大关8课功课了！学了两年，终于开始学8课以后了！

大家都知道阴阳，动词变位让人头大，没办法，硬背啊。也可以在网上找些巧记的方法，我本人还是记得比较又用，当然靠巧记是不够的，还是每天要看要背。没有诀窍了，就是坚持看啊！

我还有必做的就是每天读，看，翻译。课文肯定有看不懂的地方，没关系，其实后来的讲解一般都有。对几个冠词最开始晕也没关系，再后头接触到的时候跟语法规律联系起来多体会，熟悉了就好了。都是纸老虎！！！老毛很早就说了嘛，这跟打仗绝对有类似点。不仅是冠词，到后来遇到的动词变位啊，否定啊，这个那个提前的什么一堆乱七八糟的东西都一样。我的方法就是初次遇到学语法，再次遇到复习语法规则，再遇到再学习，巩固，知道真的领会。没学一课就背嘛！

学语言的同志们，都知道一个道理：罗马不是一天建成的！真的是能坚持的人才最后能学成。

我对听力没有发言权，我的听力好差啊！要哪位知道怎么办告知一下吧。跟书的磁带我是天天听，上班就听一天，回家听不看书，还是困难！！！救命啊……

我学了有45天了，基本快学完《法语》一册了，但是学的很粗！每天都学4个小时左右或以上，周末玩也没看！大家也把学习进度贴着来交流一下吧。

写这个文章其实就有一个目的，给正在奋斗的同志们分享点学习的心得，做为一个初学者的我，在挣扎中终于快把第一册《法语》看完了，其实我还是一个相当低水平的初学者，但是在断断续续学了又断的过程中，也算是有了自己的学习方法。记得当年在刚开始学的时候，一看书就觉得是不可能的事情，在网上找帖子也是没有个DETAIL点的方法，让我很是沮丧。年初离开深圳的时候我扔掉了所有的法语资料，攒起来的所有的资料……对自己说，再也不学了，但从11月起，却又坚定不疑的打算重新开始。呵呵，说是重新开始，其实就是开始而已。呵呵

废话不多说了，说我是怎么开始学习的吧。

时间追述到两年前的秋天，大四没太多事情，就报了个班开始学法语，老师是个中国人，一学期的任务就是学习《简明法语》1-8课，其实就是语音课，前两天还去，过了4课就彷徨恐惧，没去过了，当然班里别的同学也一样，最后30个人的班就5个人学习，我不在里面。刚学都那感觉，怎么记得住，怎么能明白，怎么看书啊，挺不懂,总之就觉得是MISSION IMPOSSIBLE了。然后一直到第二年的10月都没再看过，一年的时间没动过。

阶段一结束，没有任何收获。

 

（吃饭去了，空了接着写！）